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"I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna fucking die
I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
But every day I feel like dying
Every day I feel like dying
I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
But every day I feel like dying
Every day I feel like dying
One too many bad thoughts inside me
Got a hole in my heart put the past behind me
I'm pressed with time, I'm stressed with life, my breath is ice
I guess I might just bottle it up some more just like always
Barely standing, crawling down the hallways
Sink into my bed, with death inside my head
Yeah, that note you found? I didn't mean it
Just wish I had a better sense of meaning
Never meant to let you down, I've been down and out
Racing thoughts had to drown them out, fuck
Never giving in I swear to God
No matter how many times I prayed to a God I don't believe in
Just to see if I will never wake up, but he called my bluff"
Got a hole in my heart put the past behind me
I'm pressed with time, I'm stressed with life, my breath is ice
I guess I might just bottle it up some more just like always
Barely standing, crawling down the hallways
Sink into my bed, with death inside my head
Yeah, that note you found? I didn't mean it
Just wish I had a better sense of meaning
Never meant to let you down, I've been down and out
Racing thoughts had to drown them out, fuck
Never giving in I swear to God
No matter how many times I prayed to a God I don't believe in
Just to see if I will never wake up, but he called my bluff"
